Saturday, July 4, 2009

My Uterus...

is where babies go to die.

I got a positive pregnancy test on June 27th, I did another on June 30th, about the same darkness of line (medium). I went for a blood test on the 30th - 19 mIU/ml. Repeated on July 3rd - 4 mIU/ml.

Woke up just now in a pool of blood.

Why, why, why???

10 comments:

Shanti Mama said...

Shannon, I'm so so sorry. Why, why, why is a good question.

Heather said...

Oh shit. I'm so sorry.

Parker's Paradise said...

I am so sorry!!!! I'm thinking of you!!

Barbara said...

I am so very very sorry.

I hope there is an answer to the "why?"

xxx

Hope's Mama said...

Like everyone else, I am so terribly sorry.

Courtney Cloud said...

I am so sorry. I'm praying for you tonight.

margaret said...

I wish I could make it better for you Shannon. I'm so very sorry you're going through this yet again. Sending you love and hugs and praying for a solution for you. xx oo

Michelle said...

OMG Shannon! I just don't know what to say except my heart is breaking for you! I am so so sorry!

wifey said...

Shannon,

My heart is breaking for you, and for all of us in this hell. I have no words, except to say that you are in my thoughts.

Akul's mama said...

It is so sad that wonderful people like you yearn for babies and cannot have them easily, while others have abortions. I am so sorry...I am sure there is a way for you to have your baby. Warm hugss