The Two Week Wait

So I mentioned in my Vacation post that I had wanted to be trying again during our vacation, not dealing with a menstrual cycle gone wild. And now that it's Day 18 it's basically out of my hands. I'm not messing with ovulations strips so I don't know when or if I ovulated yet this month. What's done is done.

So my question is, if I do get pregnant this month (fingers crossed, holding breath) should I post that? My husband and I have talked about who we would tell and when. Basically, no one and never is the answer. He absolutely refuses to tell people. He refused the first two times. Is it a guy thing or what? It's like he's embarrassed that people will know that we're having sex! I can't understand it because so many people knew I was pregnant last year. People know about the birds and the bees. But anyway... I think it comes down to who I can count on to be supportive if something were to happen again. After going through this twice I think I would rather suffer alone than have to deal with insensitive clods family. So I feel like I shouldn't tell my family, not his, not mine. I don't have any close friends really, at least not locally, so it would be easy to not tell anyone else. So I guess that just leaves the blog. If there was anywhere I thought I could turn to for support it would be here. I think it would be hard for me to write new blog entries and not say something either way. (Hurray, I'm pregnant!/Dreaded period again.) This two week wait will be nothing compared to the 38 week wait that follows it.