A baby is born

Kasey had her baby today. My husband's parents are visiting this weekend, so his dad's dad called his dad to tell him the news. It was a surprise because she was due in August sometime, I'm not really sure when. From what he told us of the conversation she had an appointment today, her fluid levels were low, the baby was breech and then she needed a cesarean. Joseph the third has arrived. This after I got her thank-you note in the mail today for the shower present I sent because I wouldn't have gone even if I could have. This after my doctor's office called again to tell me the test results were NEGATIVE. Thanks, I got the message yesterday. I feel really angry and hurt and jealous. No one cares about me, no one acted like it might hurt to hear this news. No one asked how I felt. But it's not about me. Isabella and Sean are DEAD.

They might as well have never existed.