A Very Faint Line...

Today is day 26. I can't help it, I'm impatient. I did a test this morning and there was a very faint line. There was a time in the past that I "imagined" a faint line so I had my husband look at it. He doesn't have the best eye sight so I figured if he can see it, then it's there.

He saw it.

This is all matter of fact because I can't wrap my head around it. It's just a faint line. I know that the instructions say, any line is a positive so I guess that means... I'm pregnant. But like Carol said in her blog a few weeks ago I'm only "maybe" pregnant. That could last until the 13 or 14 week mark, but I don't think I'll feel really pregnant until I get a belly and/or I get to 20 weeks, longer than I was pregnant with Isabella. It feels so weird to think it, to imagine it. I need to call my doctor's office to see what a blood test will say....

I haven't written about this before, but I took clomid back in February, first cycle and I got pregnant with Sean. That was after 8 cycles of not getting pregnant, which isn't a long time in the grand scheme of things but it seemed like forever to me. My doctor told me to go back on it when I was ready to try again, so I did. First cycle (maybe) pregnant again. My husband had really high hopes because it worked the first time last time I used it. I didn't want to get my hopes up because I know a lot of women don't have good luck with it. I thought maybe it was just a fluke. It feels too good to be true. I'll keep my fingers crossed.

In other news, today is my husband's birthday, he is 29. His parents are coming today to visit for the weekend, I know I said I didn't want to tell them, but I'm also horrible at keeping my own secrets. Other people's secrets, no problem, but when it's my secret, I can't help myself. I'll have to gather up some will power if I'm going to make it through these next weeks and manage to keep this news to myself. A blood test will tell me if it really is news at all.