Pain hasn't been too bad and what pain/cramps I do have isn't touched by the Tylenol with Codeine. It seems a waste to have even bothered getting them from the pharmacy. I have a bunch left, I should sell them on the black market.
I've had very little bleeding too, I guess that's good. It's sort of weird too.
I went to lunch with some friends, drank a lot of beer and then continued the party at my house. We played guitar and sang then watched a funny movie. I had a good time.
Before meeting them for lunch I went to the hospital to pick up the CD of my ultrasounds. I figured I should have whatever mementos I could possibly have and put them in my box of dead babies.
It's pretty miserable to read the ultrasound report: "No fetal heart beat or fetal motion was seen".
That is my life.
That is my reality.
2 comments:
I am glad that you were able to have a good time tonight. Continue to take care of yourself! Many hugs!!!!
I admire your strength...for leaving the house, for meeting friends and for doing what you can to take care of yourself. (((HUGS)))
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