Tuesday, April 13, 2010

It Will All Be Over Soon

After a lot of going back and forth with my doctor and finding out some things at school today I'm having the D&C at 12:15 tomorrow. I normally have chemistry lab on Wednesday afternoon but it's a "workshop" this week and since I have a different lab instructor than I have for lecture, she doesn't really teach us anything. She reads us the handout and it's a big waste of time. I can read it at home just fine, thank you. My wonderful doctor is coming in on his day off to do my D&C. Then I can go home and relax the rest of the afternoon/evening.

So no food/drink after midnight tonight.

I'm glad this will soon be over and maybe I'll get some answers.

I'm debating getting an IUD put in. I don't want to get pregnant anymore. I'm not sure if I feel this way because I'm upset or because it's the right thing to do. I think it all needs to be put on hold until I'm done with school. I don't want to go through this again while taking classes.

4 comments:

Sara said...

Still thinking of you and sorry you are going through this. Glad, I guess, that at least you have a good doctor.

margaret said...

I'm so glad to hear your needs are being met with your doctor Shannon. Please take it easy and rest lots...Hugs

Kelly said...

I'm glad you have such a caring doctor. I hope it eases the pain of tomorrow at least a little bit.


(((HUGS))) I wish there were more words.

Nora Dalasta said...

I am so sorry this has all happened to you. I can feel the frustration in your words and am sending you support vibes, even though I know that means nothing since you don't know me...
ARG. life can be so cruel, especially in the reproductive arena. Not sure if you're a reader but you should check out this book Knocked Up, Knocked Down. It's a very edgy memoir of one woman's pregnancy loss experiences. I found a lot of comfort and inspiration and was shocked at how much it made me laugh and cry. I got it on amazon but it might also be at your local book store and is by Monica something or rather.
Hang in there my KUKD sister!