I feel so alone right now. I wish I had someone here to hold my hand but then at the same time I just want to be alone.
Actually, what I want is to feel like someone cares. I suppose on some level I know people do. I just feel miserable right now and I want it to all go away.
I hate the holidays. I hate my life. I hate feeling this way.
I feel so lost.
6 years ago
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Shannon, I stopped by today and your post brought tears to my eyes. I'm so sorry, sweetie. Broken dreams, experiencing loss after loss...is enough to break the deepest part of you. I know you don't know my story, but trust me, I do understand. I do.
And I know you feel broken right now, but please know that there are people out here who are feeling your pain and quietly loving you through your storm.
I'm so very sorry, Shannon.
This may be of no comfort to you, but we all care. You aren't alone. I'm so sorry that you're hurting and I wish that I could say something or do something to help you feel better. All I have though are virtual hugs and offering my virtual hand.
Know that I'm here and I do care. You are definitely not alone and don't forget that. I'm sending bigs hugs to you in the hope that they might comfort you at least a little bit.
I feel very alone too.
in fact it's ironic that you wrote this because in my blog I just wrote that I felt very alone today.
thank you expressing your feelings. it made me feel a little bit less alone knowing that there is someone else out there in the world who cares.........
~Shannon
Wishing I could help ease your pain, even just a little...
I don't know what to say, except thinking of you.
I am here Shannon, and I care very much. Hugs xo
Hello, I am new to bloggling and I am glad I can share my pain with you. There really is nothing anyone can say to make you feel better. I am tired of hearing that time heals all wounds. I was expecting my first child after conceiving thru invitro. Throughout my pregnancy I was afraid to enjoy but I eventually gave in and started to believe that my preg. would be sucessful. I prepared a beautiful nursery for my child. At 37 weeks my placenta ruptured and I lost my child. This has been the most painful experience in my life. My heart has been ripped out of my chest and I don't know how to fix it. Everyday I have to come home to come home to an empty house. The most difficult experience in this is that I had to prepare to deliver a child that was not alive. I would not hear the crys of a baby. I don't know how to deal with this. I have to pretend in front of everyone that I am okay but I am not. It will be 40 days tomorrow and I cannot stop reliving the day my child died. I was healthy throughout my preg. I was not expecting this. I was preparing to deliver the following week. I don't know what went wrong. I don't know how to move on.
mrran, I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm just now reading your blog for the first time. I wish I had been there for you. It makes me really sad that you went through all this.
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