Resilience

"Resilience is accepting your new reality, even if it's less good than the one you had before. You can fight it, you can do nothing but scream about what you've lost, or you can accept that and try to put together something that's good."

- Elizabeth Edwards

She passed away today and a friend posted this quote as their FB status. I thought it was pretty poignant considering my current state of mind.

I'm so tired of accepting this reality. Actually I don't think I can even say that I've accepted it. Maybe that's why I'm so tired. I've been fighting it this whole time and it's been winning. I'm truly beaten down.

I'm no good to anyone like this.