I hate waiting.
Another negative HCG test on Tuesday. No surprise for me. I'm pretty in tune now that I think I could tell I if was pregnant right away.
So I stopped taking the progesterone suppositories. Hurray. Now the waiting game. Will I get my period anytime soon, and if I don't I have to have yet another HCG test done. I mean, come on. It's day number 37, if it hasn't happened yet, I don't think it will. I sort of feel like I should just take this next month off. Everything has be messed up since the positive HPT's in September. All the clomid and progesterone are just cluttering up things. But my husband thinks that we should just plod along, and I also feel that way too, even though I feel like my body desperately needs a break.
I want to have a baby so badly, not just get pregnant, but have a baby, that I can't imagine not trying.
6 years ago
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Waiting is not one of my strong suits which is not good since IF is all about waiting.
Sending you lots of HUGS.
It's so unfair that it can get so complicated. All we want are healthy babies that come HOME.
Thinking about you.
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