So that's it. Ultrasound sucked. Went to OBGYN's office, got Rx for misoprostol. I don't want to do another D&C.
I think 10 is enough. Maybe I should have a hysterectomy.
6 years ago
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Maggie stillborn at 21 weeks
Isabella at 18 weeks
Sean at 9 weeks
Samantha at 8 weeks
Tristan at 7 weeks
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5 comments:
Oh, sweetie...my heart broke as I read your blog today. I've been silently following your journey & words cannot convey to you my deepest felt empathy. My hope and prayer for you is that you mourn this loss, as you have had to say goodbye to each of your precious babies. And that somehow you find the strength to discover hope again. You are an incredibly strong person, and truly an inspiration to those of us who read your brave words.
You already are a mother in every sense of the word. Your heart has been broken by the love you hold in your heart for your children. Every mother knows this sorrow. Please be gentle and kind with yourself, be loving.
I understand your deep longing, and the impending feelings of hopelessness. I also know that on the other side of sorrow is a promise of hope and joy. I don't know what that looks like for you, my dear, by I know it waits for you. It can feel like such a long journey sometimes, and I know you are tired. Perhaps it's time to rest a while and nurture yourself.
I hope you have a support system, someone you can talk to. It's so important to have this in order to get through it. You can't - and shouldn't - do it alone.
Please know that a stranger in Texas, looked up at a black, starry sky and a bright moon, and said a little prayer for you into the night. I asked the angels to comfort your heart this evening, and bring you to a place of peace.
My love to you...
you have tried and you have created lives, little bits of you and your husband where there was none before. i hope that can give you some solace.
there will be a time for a new plan. right now concentrate on you, and what you can do to feel like yourself again. after the storm, of course, give yourself time to grieve. if you need anything, i would love to talk - builtinbirthcontrol@gmail.com.
and i don't know your religious affiliation, mine is down to nil, but for some reason this website gave me some comfort, just thinking of people day in and day out, in the busiest city in the world, thinking of my children.
shrine of the holy innocents
xoxo
lis
My heart is absolutely breaking for you. I'm just so, so sorry that you have to endure this anguish and heartbreak again. I wish there were something more I could say. It's just so incredibly unfair.
My heart is aching for you right now. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Know that we are all here for you.
Oh Shannon, please know I am weeping for you and that I understand your despair. Praying for answers for you and peace to find it's way to your heart. God Bless your Angels. Much love...
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