We didn't do much this weekend except eat. I think my husband thinks eating yummy food will cheer me up. I just feel bloated now.
I was friends with someone on FB and now I'm not, they "unfriended" me. They started going on about how I should just adopt like it's so easy and money grows on trees and it will solve all my problems.
I thought it was rude of them to tell me what I should do next like I shouldn't bother to grieve this loss first. I don't want to think about adoption now. My husband and I discussed it briefly and it's not likely to happen while I'm not working since we don't have the money for it. So that's about 4 years away. I'll be 36. I might as well forget about having kids.
If we tried again I'm sure we'd have the same outcome. At some point enough is enough. Is 10 enough?
I haven't gotten out of bed yet. I don't think I will.
6 years ago
2 comments:
I'm so sorry. I can only imagine how disheartening this must be.
One day at a time. (and screw the fb "friend")
I'm glad that she "unfriended" you, because she clearly isn't your friend. Your thoughts and feelings are your own and please don't feel badly for them. It's a good thing that you're listening to your body and are staying in bed. This is all so new and raw.
Take one hour at a time. You are always in my thoughts.
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