I have half a ream of paper. My medical records. I sorted through it today and put it in cronological order.
Another miserable day. Lots of crying. Feeling overwhelmed.
Sad.
I wish this week was over.
I wish Mother's Day would never come.
3 years ago my whole life changed.
I died that day.
I don't know who it is who occupies my body now.
I wish I wasn't here to wonder.
6 years ago

3 comments:
I just wanted to say I am thinking of you.. I read your post and cried. I am so sorry. It is my angels 6 month anniversary tomorrow and everything seems alot more difficult today and your words just summed up exactly how I felt.
I wish I couldn't relate to how you're feeling and I wish that there weren't another person who was feeling so much pain.
(((HUGS)))
I'm so sorry Shannon...sending you hugs and wishes for better days.
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