I'm feeling really sad today and can't seem to shake it. Last night my boyfriend and I went out to our usual watering hole where everyone knows us and the (female) bartender knows about Maggie. Everything was fine until around when we got the bill and she made a comment about going home and "having fun" since we both seemed to be in good spirits and sort of smoochy faced. She proceeded to say how we don't have kids so it will be great not having a kid wandering in asking what you're doing. And that's when it all went to shit. I said, "Really?" And then she had to be reminded of our loss and it got even worse as she fell all over herself apologizing and not only swallowing her foot as well as her calf and knee as she dug herself deeper and deeper and the tears started to fall. It amazes me how quickly people forget. How callous people can be with their comments.
I just want to curl in a ball and cry.
6 years ago

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