It's been a while since I last posted. I've been working a lot lately which is great because I've been racking up the patient contact hours and I'm getting paid for it but some of the people I work with really get under my skin. Who knew the EMS field was so full of low lifes? I feel like a huge snob saying this but I think the majority of my disgust stems from the number of hook ups and knocked up employees floating around the place. Thursday night I went out with people for some drinks and nearly had a meltdown but saved most of it for when I got home and of course the next day at work. The reason for my meltdown was being around an employee who recently popped out a kid that was the product of a one night stand. Apparently some people are morally against abortion let alone condoms but it's ok to have sex with whoever you happen to go home with after a night of drinking. It makes me so mad to even look at her.
So I was sad and cranky all day Friday with a significant number of crying spells. So professional, right? One of the paramedics probably still thinks she made me cry even though I told her it was my own personal stuff. Of course people's concern and sad faces just made me want to cry some more. And it probably didn't help that I had my period all last week. Not that we really tried last month. Or that we'll try this month since my husband is away for work a bunch.
So that's my latest sad story. What's new.
I feel like if you're pregnant or had a baby in the last 4 years stay away from me.
6 years ago
3 comments:
I would totally have a hard time dealing with that. I'm having a hard enough time with my coworker, who is married and wonderful and has had some scary pregnancy moments.
I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I hope it gets better.
Yeah, if these people were upstanding citizens, married and old enough to have a clue what to do with a baby (and not a baby themselves!!!) then it wouldn't piss me off so much. FML :(
First off, I'm not pregnant but I have had a baby in the past four years but he died. I've also had three other miscarriages too. I don't ever even think that I can understand what you are going through. I think everyone experiences pain in such different ways. I can say though that I know how much it hurts after losing children..miscarriages, stillborn, early infant loss...etc.
I am so sorry that you have had to take this journey. I really am. I wish I had something that I could say that could bring you some type of comfort or pain but I know I can't. Just know that I hear you...and that you have every right to hurt the way you do.
Thinking of you tonight.
Courtney in AL
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