Hmm... so my period is late. I refuse to test. But now I have a little spotting. I don't know if it will turn full fledged but I am usually pretty regular so a 35 day cycle is suspicious. So if you don't test are you really pregnant? If you don't know you were pregnant, are you really having a miscarriage? I feel like I don't even want to know anymore. I don't want to chance getting my hopes up and it seems the only way to ensure I won't is to not find out for sure.
But does that really mean anything at all?
6 years ago
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I hear you....I am late too. And I've only had one miscarriage but I'm still scared. I took a test but it was negative. But I have never had a missed period except when I was pregnant before. I also have never had a 38 day cycle. So I'm confused.
Thank you for validating my feelings just by sharing. You are awesome.
~Shannon
I know your heart is guarded. Sending love and support to you. And yes, it still means everything...even if it hurts to dare to hope. Even if you never know. I'm so sorry that you've lost so much. It's just not fair.
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